What is acceptance?
I think there’s a common misconception around the idea of “Acceptance” and it has to do with the semantics of the word acceptance. It’s common to associate the word acceptance with the word resignation. I want to spend some time discussing what acceptance is but clarifying what it’s not. Buddhism does not encourage resignation, it encourages acceptance. So what is acceptance??
Acceptance is like sitting in a field, looking up at the sky and watching the clouds go by. There is no resistance to the moment to moment experience, there is only observation and acceptance. It would be silly to watch the clouds and be upset that they are not forming into the specific shapes we want. Andy yet, that’s exactly what we do in life. I like to compare the experience of being alive to the experience of playing a game of Tetris. If you’ve played Tetris, you know that the whole point of the game is to wait and see what shape will appear next, and then you have to work with it to position it in the best way possible…in order to continue playing the game…isn’t that the very game of life? Imagine for a minute that you’re watching someone play Tetris…and every time a new shape appears, they go into a tantrum and yell and scream at the game and say “THAT IS NOT THE SHAPE I WAS EXPECTING”…” “THAT IS NOT THE SHAPE I WANTED”. HOW SILLY WOULD THAT BE? But isn’t that exactly how we tend to play the game of life? Acceptance is like playing the game of Tetris and not resisting the shapes as they appear. Life is the same… Acceptance is being open to the actual feelings we’re having in the moment to moment experience of life and being willing to just feel that. Whatever it is…anger, happiness, fear, jealousy, anxiety, joy…We can learn to simply BE with our experience or we can try to control the experience…controlling it is the opposite of acceptance. Anytime we’re trying to manipulate our inner experience, we’re doing the opposite of accepting it. Think about that image of the person playing Tetris and yelling at the game… you’ll see how reactivity restricts our ability to accept. Reactivity prevents us from being able to respond. Acceptance is a form of responding instead of reacting. Resignation would be an example of reacting while acceptance would be an example of how we chose to respond.
So how can we learn to break the cycle of habitual reactivity that we experience in this game of life? How do we stop yelling at the game? How do we stop our desire to throw the game console and break it anytime a new shape comes up that we didn’t want or didn’t expect? We do it by developing the courage to accept the present moment. You see, this is the very essence of Buddhism, to obtain freedom…freedom from reactivity. It’s our ability to accept whatever shape is going to pop up next in the game that becomes the key to our freedom to just enjoy the game for what it is. It’s the same with life! It’s our ability to learn to accept whatever life throws at us…thats the kew to freedom. Acceptance is the key to freedom! It’s so simple and yet so profound and so difficult.
When we sit in meditation, we learn to observe our thoughts, very much like observing the clouds in the sky. We’re not trying to control the experience, we’re just accepting and observing. Acceptance is what we become present to in that moment to moment experience of observation. It’s what happens BEFORE you choose to act. Acceptance is what allows you to react wisely vs just reacting. See…we tend to associate the word “Acceptance” with action, or with behavior, but acceptance doesn’t have anything to do with behavior. Acceptance is not resignation or denial or defeat or ignoring…it’s what has to happen before there can be any action or behavior.
Consider the example of an addict…In the twelve step program proposed by Alcoholics Anonymous, the very first step is admitting that one cannot control one’s addiction. That’s acceptance…not resignation. It can’t be resignation because there is no action yet…resignation would be an action. Acceptance is what free’s us to choose. It’s the key to being able to respond to a given situation and no longer be trapped by reactivity.
Try to recall a specific experience in your own life where you ended up resigning giving up. We’ve all felt that at some point…how does it feel to resign or give up? Now try to recall an experience where you accepted a situation and then responded by selecting a specific action. How does it feel to accept?
I want to be completely clear about the concept of acceptance and again clarify that the Buddhist understanding of acceptance does not encourage or condone in any way resignation or disengagement. If you’re in an abusive relationship, acceptance is NOT in any way an attitude of saying, Oh well, I’m not going to do anything about this… It’s simply recognizing , this is the situation I’m in…now what will I do with that. It’s seeing the new Tetris piece and immediately recognizing, OK, this is the shape I have, now what do I do with it. If you don’t want to go through life in a state of constant reactivity…you need to learn to accept what is and then, you have the freedom to respond.
I think a wonderful example of acceptance comes from how we view our own kids, and those of you who are parents will hopefully understand and appreciate this. When you have a child, you accept them without any conditions. I have a sweet little girl who’s 4 months old now and she’s my third child and when I was at the hospital holding her for the first time, I couldn’t help but notice what I consider to be complete and unconditional acceptance of her. As I held her in my arms, there were no conditions whatsoever to qualify her of my unconditional love. In this sense, acceptance is really nothing other than love. It won’t matter if she turns out to be a lawyer or a doctor or a republican or a democrat or prefers ketchup with her scrambled eggs instead of hot sauce…you see none of that matters because unconditional love requires unconditional acceptance. This idea makes sense to us with our kids but we can’t seem to transition that over to how we are with other people. Even with our spouses our understanding of what acceptance is becomes distorted because we think we’re accepting others when in reality we’re simply accepting what comes up in ourselves in relation to that other person and we don’t know how to accept what comes up in ourselves because we’ve never practiced acceptance on ourselves.
When we’re experiencing something, whatever it is, and we think to ourselves “it’s ok, this is what it is…”but we don’t really mean it…that is resignation…not acceptance. When we practice meditation we start to experience our resistance to everything that’s happening inside of us and by just staying with that experience from moment to moment, regardless of how difficult the experience is…we start to develop the capacity to pause and respond with something other than our typical conditioned reactivity.
I hope this explanation of acceptance has been helpful as a clarification of the difference between acceptance vs resignation. I sincerely hope you will never feel compelled to simply resign or surrender when life presents you with new circumstances or when the Tetris game throws out a new shape that you weren’t expecting. If you have any thoughts or questions, please feel free to add to this conversation on secularbuddhism.com under the post called Acceptance vs Resignation.
And now I’ll end this recording with a quote from Henry Wadsworth Longfellow. “For after all, the best thing one can do when it is raining is let it rain.”
Until Next time…